Well here I am, I feel like writing, but have nothing to write about!!! I was going to write about going back in time to tell yourself what to fix about your life and what you would do differently. The only problem is, I kinda feel like I have already written about this, but I went back an told myself not to do it….. Soooooo, it should be fine….(Bad Joke). I am in a...
It's a Child Not a Choice
Well, before I start this blog, let me just say that this is my opinion, I know this is a very touchy subject. This is how I feel about abortion and people are definitely going to disagree with me, which is only expected. Everyone is entitled to what they believe, if everyone agreed on everything, life would be very boring!!! O.K., with that being said, lets get into the controversy. I...
Many times I have tried to explain insomnia to people that don’t suffer from it. The answer I seem to get the most is “Just Relax.” This statement drives me crazy!!! Just relax?!?!? Damn, why didn’t I ever think of that?!?! Holy shit, all these years of going days on end without sleep and your telling me all I had to do was just relax. Oh, my god you are my savior....
What Is Success
I must say this topic drives me crazy. In my messed up view, I only perceive success as money. The more money you have, the more successful you are. I don’t know if this has just been burned into my brain or if it really holds true. I mean look at all the rich people today that didn’t do a thing to deserve it. Does their money make them better people than me? Do they even...
Sacrifice (the first got cut off)
I feel forsaken, it’s not a lie Over and over, I ask myself why Do I let this shit into my life In the end I have to sacrifice Another part of what I believe All the things I once achieved Taken away, there’s nothing left of me Losing what is left of my sanity Maybe it’s all built up in my head Lying to myself trying to get ahead Analyzing every word before it is said ...
A Junky's Dream
Most people dream of life on a beautiful Island, with people waiting on them and every need met. Also, when asked if they had three wish’s, most people ask for money or women or something they think will better their lives. Junky’s think completely different. A junky only has one thing one their mind. Ask me what my heart desires and even if I am straight, I will...
A song from my basement recordings. Consent to...
Walking Into Reality
My actions speak as loud as my words But my words mean everything to me So you can think what you want, I don’t care If I’m crazy or I’m Lazy or just fucking upGo be your own person, leave me alone I don’t need someone like you telling me what to do I like what I am, I do what I can To keep my sanity
Perspective of Life
The one thing I use to always say before doing anything I had doubts about, was “Fuck it, you only live once!!” This in itself is quit a profound statement. Unfortunately, now that I’m older I think I looked at it completely wrong. Which, by the way is the story of my life. To me, the statement “you only live once” always meant, do...
Oceans Of Fury
Souls settle before the dawn Clouds climb from the sea Thunder rolls onto the shore Whispering winds are calling meDrift out into the madness Ducking through the tides Waiting for the perfect moment To drop down deep inside Sitting on the calm blue sea Out beyond the break Waiting for the perfect ride Here’s the one I’m gonna takeDropping down, deep inside Cutting through the jaws of death Back...
Quitting to Get High
The one thing that has always been there for me is Heroin. I started dabbling with it when I was 17, then pretty much quit for about 5yrs., after I move to the beach. Then I moved back to the D.C. area I got re-acquainted with it really quick, and have been in love ever since. I’ve lost many friends, and had my heart broken over and over, but heroin(except when I’m broke...
How Quickly We Fall
Looking back I can’t believe the life I’ve left behind Expectations and the goals I set quickly changed with time The life I planned differs from the life I lived,everything has changed The hardest thing to except, is I’m the only one to blame I know where I went wrong, I just can’t explain why Life seem to hold the answers, all I had to do was try I let disappointment...